learn to sincere :)

i know all of that is lie, I know all of them fake.
but, what can I do?
this is a lesson for me.
seeks to become the person calm and think positive.
initially it is very difficult. because I know you are a liar.
everyday if i was without a negative thought, this wouldn't have been possible.
maybe yesterday i have been do mistakes, but why you don't want to forgive me? are you revenge with me?
I am sincere, if it is true that you want to do.
I can only cry and ask God to give me strenght.

I can only weep, weep and cry.
so the tears I have exhausted.
unfortunately, I can only apologize and promise not to repeat.
i ask you to forgive all of mistake that i have done.
but you don't care about that.
I can only say sorry!
you may be too bored with the apology of me.

now i try to believe you.
but please don't make me disappointed.
we have been doing the same mistake.
I want to make this lesson for us.

I want to improve this relationship.
I hope you also.
this bustup can killing me.
i wish you become a person who loves me.
I know that you are great, the person who can forgive.
so I just want to repeat everything from the beginning.
thank you love.
i know who you are.
and i know you love me.
all of this is only a small scream of my heart.

i don't need a people who want to know my problem :(

I should face this all alone.
because I was born to this world only themselves.
without anyone.
without any understanding of my weeping, without which there would understand me, without which I know is happy or sad.
Therefore I have to undergo this life.
undergo with a strong.
with all my ability, I believe, surely God help me.
I can overcome all my problems alone, without another people.
I was born to be a strong person.
and habitual to do anything themselves.

I do not care what people would say.
because I believe in my own self.
me are me.
good or bad, only me that i can feel.
whether it is good for me?
Or that bad for me?
how they can know.
do all I can only feel.

they should be aware that we live in the world this may not not have any problems.
I damned annoyed with people who always want arrangement I know.
all of that hogwash if they care about.
they only want to know.
and without they realize that their intervention took my problem.
O God,
give them awareness.

Keep myself from people like that.
they can only destroy my way of life.
I am a strong girl.
the girl who can do all things with myself.

there maybe someone who can care with me because he loves me.
and perhaps I can only share with him.
that someone named muhammad udho sartono.

my boy

i love MUHAMMAD UDHO SARTONO :)

me in black

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