did you?

One day he came with the lily.
with all the apologies he returned.
He returned to fill my days with love.
until at last he made my day becomes a mess.
why did you do that?
What did I do?
many times he repeated the same mistake.
and I always forgave him.
until one day I made a mistake.
he shot back.
very painful.
why?
almost lost my life.
and he did not care about that.
he left me.
I returned to myself.
back into silence.
back into solitude.
up until finally there was someone who came to me with love.
I began to forget the whole thing.
forget all the past memories.
suddenly he returned.
back with cries of spoiled full of meaning.
I did not know the meaning of his crying inside.
he wants me back to him.
millions apology and regret he admitted.
I can not bear to see him at the time.
sad.
oh god,
he has hurt me.
and now he wants me to go back to him.
how can I take it back?